Musings and Writings

Musings and Writings

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Getting Back to Basics

When I was dancing one of the things I enjoyed doing the most was taking a basic level technique class that would allow me to concentrate and focus on doing the exercise smoothly, slowly and with more intent. Now, what is unusual about this is that I was a classically trained professional ballet dancer who had long graduated from the tedium of basic barre and centre practice. Allowing myself the space to return to that point of new beginnings and exertion of effort towards perfection and mastery was something more of a meditative practice that provided a new flood of joy in execution to emerge and a vaster reservoir of movement. It was an experience similar to watching snow flakes collect on a window. They are all of the same category and energy, but with closer inspection no two are alike. Spiritual practice is very much like that. Hidden within the complexities of variety are the simple truths and the basic paths that are the foundation upon which the final masterpiece is built.

We all have within the core of the spiritual practice we have built, the simple threads that allowed us access to those more complex ideas. And, with this complexity and “more experience” often come feelings of burn out- not having enough time- and general dissatisfaction in the progress we are making. This is when we most need to return to the simpler; yet often more focused and insightful tools we started out with. How would it feel for one week to go without reading a book of esoteric teachings? The one who reads the most books does not necessarily have the greatest experience of the mysteries. What would your meditation be like to simply “sit” in the presence of the Higher Self; without pre-conceived ideas, invocations and smells and bells to draw that energy nearer? This is perhaps the hardest act of simplicity; but also the one that requires the most “belief” that you will make that connection in whatever time, way and space is for your highest good. And what energy could be drawn from simply breathing mindfully and fully as you move throughout your day? Energy follows awareness and is within and without us always. Turning that awareness towards the simple (yet highly disciplined act) of True focus is part of the mastery of the adept.

One of the adages that goes hand and hand with mystical studies is that with more knowledge gained comes greater responsibility. I would like to add to that the thought that with more depth of understanding comes greater simplicity in endeavor.

Friday, September 11, 2009

A Prayer for the Day

May all the souls whose life spark was blown out
find solace and peace in the outpouring
of memories created by their beloveds
May any who remain on the periphery
of moving towards their Higher Good
find the will to move from this tenuous realm of limbo
and rest for a time in the welcoming arms of Spirit
as they begin their sojourn of peace

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Hanging in the Balance

My spirit moves in a
constant state of
veil and light
straining towards the moment
of pause- rest-quiet
And, once achieved- the motion begins
newly birthed from the inertia

Breath and body moving
towards each extreme of being
one being agitated by the other
the urge towards balance

Ma'at's sillouette embracing
the shadow of moon
fulcrum of all things mastered
haze of blue fury
support and equilibrium
feather poised
tip delicately~ precariously balanced
harmony restored through the
anguish of chaos and uncertainty
and for this brief moment
illusion is suspended
in this body of
Light

Monday, September 7, 2009

Projects Gallery Art Show

First Friday has come and gone,but there is still time to take in the current show "Fresh" at
Projects Gallery ~  629 N 2nd St in Philadelphia.   The show runs through October 31st. Among the art work being shown is a piece entitled"Subtle Body" by my daughter  Caitlin (Fennelly). Not a bad way to kick off your Senior Year at the Pennsylvania Academy for the Fine Arts. Enjoy!






Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Tarot Class in October

I will be teaching a beginner Tarot Class this Fall at:


October 5 - November 23

A Study of the Tarot: Beginner

A continuation of Introduction to Tarot, this is an in depth
study of the Major and Minor Arcana. Practice
sessions for reading skill development will incorporate
intuitive exercises and provide the foundation for deeper
connection to the meanings of the cards.

Please bring a Rider-Waite tarot deck with you.

To Register: http://www.haverfordadultschool.org/

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

A State of BEING

Listen to the wisdom enfolded in the silence
create movement from the rhythm of your beating heart
seek solace in the warm reflection of the Sun
follow the flow of healing waters
despite the peril of rock, stone
and deep darkened pools
seeming devoid of light

Reach outwards towards the expanse of potential
and pull all back within to be quickened
within the womb of expansion

And when you return to that still place of sitting and attention
become as the waters of the ocean
holding gently Life within
connecting to earth and sky
reflecting both Light and dark
in the eternal dance of ebb and flow
return and release
in the turbulent
waters
of
NUN

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Validation

I cannot hide my truth
I stand naked before you
flesh ~ sinew and bone
raw and exposed
the very core of my being held together
tenuously by thought and mind~
quickened by the flames of will

I am humbled by the magnitude
of your expression
and swathed in the metamorphic
embrace of vision

All is revealed ~ bathed in clarity~
truths bubble to the surface
of reflective waters of yearning
and the Limitless shines
like a beacon from my
innermost Self

The silent words echo in
the cavernous depths
the fulcrum shifts
and the choice is made

I am born anew
unable to hide my truths and
once again vulnerable
standing naked
before you