Musings and Writings

Musings and Writings

Monday, December 21, 2009

Solstice Eve


"What was hidden is now revealed"

Heat of the Sun- Light of the flame
eternal glows within
Measure of time and stillness
ascends

The core opens and threshold beckons
the seeker once more
rebirth and silence reclaimed
quickening of heat and outpour
descends

All is silent- all is held
bound by container of Love
most Divine

Pour forth your radiance
matter and Spirit entwined
held in starry breath
of Mother's darkest womb

Friday, December 18, 2009

In the Place of Devotion

Disjointed murmurings whisper
in my ears
And fleeting images pass through
and between my grid of gaze

Boundaries are laid and
structure takes hold
As all that will come to the surface
bubbbles up from
seamless water's edge.

The mind touch flows with
inspiration
And electricity surges from
point to ground

The murmurs become the rhythm
of cog and wheel
And sight gives way to
mirrored vision blinded
by the reflection of
its Illuminated SELF

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Still Waters and The Winds of Change

During my lunch break I was sitting in my car after a particularly heavy downpour of rain that morning. There were pools of water all around that had filled the indentation in pavement and lawn. The winds were blowing strongly and as I looked at one of the larger puddles I noticed how the ripples on its recently still surface moved first in one direction- than another- moving in response to the direction and thrust of the wind.

Sometimes the surface seemed to shimmy like the hips of a belly dancer in palpable vibration and then ripples of line and form would fan out like fingers reaching for the edges. But, the most apparent thing of note was how, despite the ever changing movement on the surface- the reflection of what hovered above remained for the most part unchanged. The mirror image blurred at times, but through all the noticeable changes to the water's surface, the reflected image remained strong and clearly visible in intent.

This set me to thinking about how this pattern and process also plays out in our Path of Spiritual Growth.. How we work to anchor our beings in the foundation of the manifest world and the strength of our beliefs and purpose. We work to carve out the cradle of space upon the landscapes of ourselves that will receive the downpour of the current of the Divine; yearning for that current to become the vehicle for the electrical impulse of transformation. We sit tirelessly in the practice of stillness to make those waters placid pools of reflection of our Higher Self. And, then , silently the breath of the Limitless moves across those waters. Sometimes with the gentle motion giving rise to to shimmering pockets of vibration. Sometimes with pressure and sweep causing waves of rippling current to fan out towards the infinite edges of our being.

And, throughout the continuous pattern of stillness and movement the reflection of our Higher Self remains constant. What shifts is our response to this reflection- how flexible and pliant we become in the place of breath and space and integration of Selves. If we move within the breath of the All without resistance and become one with the source of those stirrings then the return to the place of still waters between becomes effortless, seamless- simply another way of being. Finally, when the winds and the downpour ceases the Sun moves to a place directly above these still waters affirming the transformation that has taken place.Ride the winds of change ~ rest in the belly of the still waters ~ become one with the downpour of Life around you and then stare deeply into the reflection of your own Divinity as it moves into it's natural place of illumination.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The Seven Hermetic Principles: 7

Principle the Seventh:
The Principle of Gender


Remember the place of beginnings
Remember when the All was One
Solar flame and lunar tides
Contained within manifest core

Remember the great divide
Vibration of form and formless
Remember the volume of time
Friction stirring the belly of outpour
Waters blackened, womb and seed issue forth

Remember the softness of skin
The strength of sinewy limb
Remember the Great Mother and
The secrets her womb carries within
Remember the Father’s golden orb
His body re-membered by magick of Will
Remember the place of separation
And hold sacred the celestial bodies of Light

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Seven Hermetic Principles: 6

These next two posts will be the conclusion of meditations on the sacred text outlining The Seven Hermetic Principles - The Kybalian. As with most things esoteric, the ultimate path towards conclusion of thought, experience or goal is usually not the straightest, nor the quickest. And so it was with these writings, which opened up new side roads to explore for a time ; always with the thought of bringing those new seeds of inspiration back in return to the Path of Foundation laid.
(Please take a look at posts in June- July and September for the first 5 Principles).

Principle the Sixth: The Principle of Cause and Effect

Pull against the tides

The glistening sand and shell is revealed


Open the heart in gratitude

And the crowd of humanity rushes in


Retreat into the hollow space of silence

And the echo of sound is unbearable


Speak loudly of the unspeakable truths

And the quiet guilt takes your breath away


Move with the dynamics of fiery will

And gates of iron tremble at your foot fall


Close your eyes to the disease of injustice

And chaos drives the chariot of destruction


Rip through the veil of bountiful limit

And the great tsunami of potency crashes down


Move into the heart and fullness of God

And She pulls you deeper into her embrace


Remain in the place of expanded stillness

And all of the inner workings of the cosmos

Become the sweet fulfillment of the Soul


Thursday, November 26, 2009

Remaining In A Place of Gratitude


Infinite mercy flows continually
But you're asleep and can't see it.
The sleeper's robe goes on drinking river water
While he frantically hunts mirages in dreams
And runs continually here and there shouting,
"There'll be water further on, I know!"
It's this false thinking that blocks him
From the path that leads to himself,
By always saying, "Further on!"
He's become estranged from "here":
Because of a false fantasy
He's driven from reality.
...Rumi ...

Let us drink from the waters of gratitude and be present in the space of appreciating what surrounds us. Open your eyes and take in all the lessons of both sorrow and joy and from a place of gratitude find the grace of mercy within your own being. Happy Thanksgiving!

Friday, November 20, 2009

Gnosis: A Continuation of Mirror of Self

Quiet for the moment
Flow withdrawn and solitude submissive
Expression released and the muse
Settle near waiting to reach out
Towards the core.

Breath- and halt-
breath and completion
serenity fills the echo
and mastery wields the sword.

Discontent rides these merciless waves
Impatience rears its ugly head and
Gazes down in disdain
Only the light in your eyes
Promises of mysteries sought in vain.

I sink into the depths of that
Gaze and darkness feeds my hungry Soul
We are complete
We are one in the same
And it is within the depths of your being
That I find my place of knowing.